I loved this blog post by Matt Walsh.
"....[it] will take a lot of changing
and a lot of learning about what parts of us are unsuitable and
insufficient and unacceptable. Sadly, some of us are unwilling to endure
that process, so we never grow, and in failing to grow we fail to
live. It’s a tragedy....if you want better relationships, you have to earn them, too."
Truth. Great things rarely come easy, relationships being at the top of the list. But that's the essence of their greatness. We're invested. We're growing and changing. We're encouraging. We're challenging ourselves to be better and to see others better.
enjoy the read.... ♥ C
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"If I Can't Accept You At Your Worst, then Maybe You Should Stop Being So Horrible"
I remember the first time I was awarded the “game ball” in my Little
League. I don’t recall the details exactly, but I’m pretty sure my stat
sheet looked something like this:
Zero RBIs, zero home runs, zero hits, zero stolen bases, zero
plays made on the field, seven errors, four innings spent sitting on the
bench.
Most of my team probably performed similarly, but I know we put a
few runs on the board, so SOMEONE must have done something notable.
Alas, that kid — whoever he was — got jobbed this tragic afternoon.
They gave the game ball to me. You can only imagine how I felt.
That is, confused.
We capped off the season with a trophy ceremony in the local middle
school auditorium. One by one, they called every team up to receive
their participation awards. Y
ou played a game for a few weeks and achieved no amount of success at all! Congratulations on your mediocrity, kid! It
was a plastic gold-colored figurine of a guy hitting a baseball.
Ironic, really, considering I hadn’t actually made contact with a ball
all season.
I still have my pity-trophy, it’s right up there on my pity-mantle,
next to my pity-game ball and the mandatory Valentine’s cards I only
received because elementary school rules required every child to give
one to every other child.
When visitors come by, I show it to them and proudly say, “Look at
all of the mandatory recognition showered upon me as a matter of routine
policy!”
Then my guests will often cringe and weep, and the evening ends early and uncomfortably.
See, I think all of this nonsense – this “everybody is special,
everybody gets to have a trophy, everybody gets a card, everybody gets
recognition” idiocy – can produce only two possible results, neither
desirable. One, it can make perceptive, self-aware children even
more embarrassed and insecure. They know that they are undeserving of
these accolades, and they’d rather not be patronized.
If a severely impoverished child wore a burlap sack to school, he
would be utterly humiliated if his teacher, with all good intentions,
decided to award him the honor of “best dressed.” That’s how many kids
feel when their mediocrity is put on a pedestal and treated like it’s
something exceptional. They aren’t fooled, as much as they’d like to be.
Then there’s category 2. These kids, perhaps not equipped with the
same critical thinking capacities as the first type, will eventually buy
into the hype. They will look at those trophies and gold stars,
unearned and undeserved, and begin to develop an inflated image of
themselves. What is born from this is not confidence, but narcissism and
arrogance. These are the kids in possession of the much-heralded
“self-esteem.” Indeed, they hold themselves in high esteem. Why? Because
they are themselves. They are spectacular, beautiful, athletic, and
brilliant, all by their very nature. Whatever they do is the best thing
anyone has ever done, simply because it was done by them. Whoever comes
in contact with them ought to be grateful for the privilege. Success and
happiness is what they are due, and the entire universe is in their
debt. They are the people who expect the Lord to descend from heaven and
hand them a game ball and a participation trophy every day.
I’m sure you’ve met this type. Maybe you’ve voted for this type.
Maybe you work with, or under, this type. Maybe, God help you, they are
in your family. Maybe you’ve been in a relationship with them.
In fact, it seems statistically likely that you have been in a
relationship with them. The divorce rate speaks for itself. Beyond that,
although there aren’t any statistics (as far as I’m aware) for
non-married break ups, it appears obvious that we are experiencing a
crisis of failed relationships at every level and in every form. People
don’t know
how to be in relationships anymore, and I think this
epidemic can be traced, at least in part, to the delusions of grandeur
we instill in our little snowflakes from an early age.
Shielded from failure, insulated from criticism, covered in emotional
bubble wrap, our kids are venturing out into the world with little
discipline and even less humility. You can see this manifest in many
arenas, but I think it’s most pronounced in the way we approach
relationships.
Here’s one example. It’s minor, probably insignificant, but it
represents something quite serious. I was perusing my Facebook Newsfeed
today and I came across a status that said this:
“Yea I’m a b*tch but deal with it. I wont be with anyone who cant accept all of who I am!!!”
This was a grown woman. Apparently college educated. Older than me.
It reminded me of a meme we’ve all seen a thousand times. It has a few variations, but it usually goes something like this:
If you can’t accept me at my worst, then you don’t deserve me at my best.
This is such a popular sentiment that it has its own
Facebook fan page with over 150 thousand “likes.”
It shows up all the time on memes and illustrations like this one:
Of course, the original quote is from Marilyn Monroe. It’s even more vapid and nauseating when taken in its full context:
"I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I
am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle
me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
Out of all the profundities ever uttered, what does it say about our
society that THIS is the quote we’ve decided to take to heart?
It says that we need to read more books.
Also, it says that we are horrible at relationships.
Yes, it’s true that, in a marriage, we must love our spouses in spite
of their flaws. It’s also true that we all have flaws. But it’s ALSO
true that only an infantile, spoiled, egotistical brat would ever treat a
loved one with “her worst” and expect them to deal with it because her
“best” will somehow compensate for it.
Newsflash: It’s not OK to be selfish, impatient, and out of control.
These traits, while common, are UNacceptable. They should not be
accepted, least of all by the people you claim to love. The onus is on
YOU to change your behavior and your attitude, not on them to “handle
it.” Are you such a gem that they should thank God for the opportunity
to be emotionally abused by you, if only it earns them a chance to bask
in the glow of your superiority?
Perhaps that’s how you see it, but I’ve never met anyone quite that charming.
This philosophy is poison, and it stretches beyond one offensive
quote from a 20th century Playboy Bunny. Often I read or hear people
whine that they ‘just want to find someone who will accept them, no
matter what.’ But being “accepted”
should not be our relationship goal.
Healthy relationships are loving, but also challenging, edifying, and
even occasionally painful.
Accept. Definition:
to receive with approval or favor, to agree or consent to.
Should our selfishness, impatience, and weakness preclude us from
being loved? No. But should these traits be “accepted”? Should they be
“received with approval or favor”? Should our loved ones “consent” to
them?
No.
Big no.
Enormous, loud, screaming no.
Should we scoff at our husbands or wives or boyfriends or girlfriends
and flippantly tell them to “handle it,” as we behave in ways that will
hurt and offend them?
No. And if you think that — if you REALLY think that — then you
shouldn’t be getting into relationships at all. You aren’t ready.
Further, does our “best” (which probably isn’t as great as we imagine it to be) make up for, or negate, our “worst”?
No. Your worst is your worst.
Fix it.
Be better. Nobody should have to put up with it. Least of all the people you love.
Love is a
transformative force, and if you want to experience it you
better be ready to change in every way imaginable. My wife does not
“accept me”, and thank God for that. She challenges me. She makes me
better. In other words, she loves me.
What kind of a pathetic and dreary goal is that, anyway — just
wanting to be “accepted”, tolerated, put up with? That’s not why we’re
put on this planet. Life is not about gaining “acceptance.” Life is
change. It is not static and stagnant, do you really want your
relationships to be?
We don’t emerge into the world as eternally entitled princes and
princesses. We come into it as naked, crying, helpless babies. Our job
is to grow out of that condition. And that will take a lot of changing
and a lot of learning about what parts of us are unsuitable and
insufficient and unacceptable. Sadly, some of us are unwilling to endure
that process, so we never grow, and in failing to grow we fail to
live. It’s a tragedy.
Don’t ask anyone to “accept” the bad parts of you. Instead, strive to
improve those parts. Put in the effort. Make yourself worthy of the
love they’ve offered you.
Forget what you learned in elementary school. The only ”participation
trophy” you’re awarded from life is death. That’s the one thing we all
get just for showing up. In the meantime, if you want something better,
you have to
earn it.
That means if you want better relationships, you have to earn them, too.